"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. They way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to the community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."

Start the year right,

Happy New Year!!!

May God be with you always. =)

*** Merry Christmas! ***

<3, Pattee

I got this quote from Nice. =)

"As you grow up, you learn that even the first person who wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it ¡s harder every time. You break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend, you'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt before because every 60 seconds you spend upset, is a minute of happiness you can't get back."

If only Santa can hear me... I really want a puppy for Christmas. Obviously, my dad can't be Santa anymore. He thinks I'm not going to be responsible enough to take care of it. I've had so many puppies and I forgot about them after a year of being with them. But this time, I'm serious. I really want one, I proooooooooomise I'll take care of him. Yes, I want a he-pup. I waaaaaaant. Ahuhuhu.

Santa, I was good this year. =) The puppy will be the only gift that can make me happy again. Super happy. It will really make the whole 2006 a blast. Not just 2006 but... until death do us part.

I don't know what's wrong with me lately, if it's just my way of thinking or it's just the events for this part of my life. It's pulling me down already. Just the other day, I thought of going to Canada again. I don't want to live there without my family but it's just that... I want to have a new life. I want a new environment, somewhere I can live peacefully (a problem-free life that is. Haha). See, I want a puppy badly to keep my mind full of happy thoughts. Just the feeling of eanting to go home right away just to cuddle with the puppy will make me the happiest girl in the world. Oh, I mean lady. (See, it saddens me to think that I'm this old already.) I just don't want to be in the real world yet, college. Oooh, I need a vacation the soonest. Like the beach, I love the feeling of staring at the waves bumping with each other and thinking about nothing. As in NOTHiNG. How relaxing.

But I still want the puppy, haha! I really really really want one. Haaay.

I'm coming back to the Heart of Worship.

It's all about You, Jesus.